{"id":106,"date":"2004-03-01T00:23:18","date_gmt":"2004-03-01T06:23:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/chartervision.org\/archive\/106"},"modified":"2006-04-18T09:53:58","modified_gmt":"2006-04-18T15:53:58","slug":"one-second-more","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/archive.sdho.org\/2008\/01\/chartervision\/archive\/106\/","title":{"rendered":"One Second More"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Just one second more, one more minute in the day, is the thoughts I have when I see your face.<\/p>\n<p>I say hello as you walk by, but you say nothing for you are shy. The same thoughts come back that I can&#8217;t ignore as I think to myself &#8220;Just one second more.&#8221; I want you back, &#8217;cause I miss you so much, I miss the feeling of your gentle touch. The look of my hand when it&#8217;s held tight in yours, then the thought comes back just one second more.<\/p>\n<p>Just one second more, only a few minutes to go. If someone asked if you missed me would you say yes or no? If I were to cry would you wrap me tight in your arms? If I were scared would you guard me from harm? Yet still the thought arrives again, how many minutes will I have to spend?<\/p>\n<p>I just got off the phone with your mom. She said you&#8217;re hurt, and they aren&#8217;t sure you&#8217;ll live long. I rush to the room that read, &#8220;<strong style=\"text-transform: uppercase;\">Emergency<\/strong>&#8221; on the door. When I hear the doctor say, &#8220;He hasn&#8217;t got but one second more.&#8221; We walk into the room to say our goodbyes. Your mom whispers, &#8220;Hurry, you don&#8217;t have much time.&#8221; My mouth goes dry, my heart starts to pound! I try to speak with your family gathered &#8217;round.<\/p>\n<p>I spit out the words &#8220;I love you so much,&#8221; as my eyes fill with tears and my heart is crushed. I try to be strong I try not to shout, &#8220;What does God want you for!&#8221; Then the thought makes me freeze&#8230; just one second more. I think about what life is worth, as I lay flowers on the fresh mound of earth.<\/p>\n<p>I go back and think about the times that we had, when the thought hit me why I shouldn&#8217;t be sad. For if God hadn&#8217;t given me that one second in time I wouldn&#8217;t have gotten to say.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Just one second more, one more minute in the day, is the thoughts I have when I see your face. I say hello as you walk by, but you say nothing for you are shy. The same thoughts come back that I can&#8217;t ignore as I think to myself &#8220;Just one second more.&#8221; I want [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-106","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-writing","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/archive.sdho.org\/2008\/01\/chartervision\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/106","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/archive.sdho.org\/2008\/01\/chartervision\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/archive.sdho.org\/2008\/01\/chartervision\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.sdho.org\/2008\/01\/chartervision\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.sdho.org\/2008\/01\/chartervision\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=106"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/archive.sdho.org\/2008\/01\/chartervision\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/106\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/archive.sdho.org\/2008\/01\/chartervision\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=106"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.sdho.org\/2008\/01\/chartervision\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=106"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.sdho.org\/2008\/01\/chartervision\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=106"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}